I just met a new guy-friend.... Not really met la, just make a new friend... He's my cousin's friend... His name is Faisal... So far, we just smsed each other... Yesterday we smsed till 12... We just make small introductions of each other.... And because of that, I dont have enough sleep.... Coming to work with an eye-bag and feeling lethargic.... I havent met him yet.... But I do want to... Maybe not now... Not ready yet... I just want to know him a bit more... All I know about him is that he's working at the same place as my cousin, which is PSA PPT... He's 32, Single, 5 Siblings and he's no. 3rd... And I found out that he got a car... COOL man.... I'm so scared of meeting guys because I'm afraid that they might not like me once they saw me.... I'm scared of getting hurt....
What Goes Around Comes Around...!!!
Tuesday, February 12, 2008--3:17 PM
Life is very unpredictable... You dont know what lies ahead of you..... You don't know when you will leave this world.... I was shocked that someone I knew had passed away last night because of Asthma.... He's young and good-looking.... What to do...?? It's all been decided by ALLAH that it's time for him to go... We won't know when will we be next...??? ALLAH yang maha kuasa dan yang maha tahu.... Dia lah yang menentu kan AJAL dan MAUT... Dia lah jugak yang menentukan JODOH....What I really want right now is to find an ideal SOULMATE... How I wish I could FALL in LOVE... I really want to know how it feels like to be in a RELATIONSHIP.... I want to have SOMEONE who I co.uld SHARE my UPS and DOWNS with... Someone who I could LEAN ON or a SHOULDER TO CRY ON.... It's hard to find someone who LIKES and APPRECIATES you.... Especially for a GIRL like ME... Guys nowadays wants a GIRL who is SEXY, SLIM and PRETTY... Unlike me... I'm FAT, and I'm not PRETTY.... Why can't a GUY choose a GIRL for her HEART and for her LOOKS....2 more days and it will be VALENTINES DAY... How i wish there's someone who I can spend time with or get a BOUQUET of FLOWERS or a GIFT... HAAAAAAIIIIIIIII....
What Goes Around Comes Around...!!!
Sunday, February 10, 2008--10:14 PM
Class Reunion... Finally, I decide to go for a Class Reunion... I was told by Marliayana that there will be a CLASS REUNION yesterday... It's organized by Yun Fei... Actually I don't intend to go cos I dont want to meet them... I dont want them to see me... I've not changed all this years... Kind of Paiseh... Da lama tak pi gatherings.... I decide to go cos Yana wants me to accompany her and I don't have any plans on that day... I was told to meet them at Boon Lay MRT Station at 1130am... I was there early... Those guys came at 12... There's me, Yana, Yunfei, SockTing, CheeKit and Andre... It's been a long time since I last saw them... And they have all changed... Especially Andre... He changed so much... He looks much more FIT and much more Good-Looking.... Maybe because of NS... We went to Xiang Qing's house... Its funny cos we stop at the wrong bus stop... Because of that, we have to walk... I thought that's the only funny thing but we went to the wrong side of the block... Eventually we manage to reach Xiang Qing's house... There, she gave us drinks... They all played Mahjong.... Xiang Qing, Andre, Sockting and Cheekit... I, Yana and Yunfei just sat and talk to each other... I was told that Yunfei is actually having a break from her Degree in Sydney, Australia... Cool sia...!! She also going to transfer to UK or US to further more her studies.... She very smart and rich... What to do...??? The only-child in the family... And she even told us that she's taking a flight from SQ... She so rich that she bought the flight ticket at $1500... WOW..!!! Oh ya..!!! Yunfei had a difficulty talking cos she lost her voice... She talk in boyish pitch... POOR HER....After talking, we decide to play Cards... They taught me how to play FISHING, BRIDGE and also TAITEE... Fun...We decide to leave first cause we couldnt wait for them... Qiaoyun and Layjing was late so we decide to go off first... I, Yana, Yunfei and Sockting.... Because Yana was hungry, we decide to grab a bite at Jurong point... We ate at Banquet... Then we decide to leave our separate ways...It's FUN to meet my DEAR FRIENDS...
What Goes Around Comes Around...!!!
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The One & Only
My bigbig name is Nur Ayuni Binte Jamros aka AYU.
I LOVE to SHOP & Listen to MUSIC... Loves my FAMILY...
I hate HYPOCRITES & LIARS... Even dou i could sometimes be 1 of them... Hee..!!
Love me or hate me , its up to you .
More About MEeee!!!!
D.O.B : 8th November 1985
Age : 23
Sign : Scorpio
School : Masjid Mujahiddin Kindergarten, Mei Chin Primary, Queenstown Secondary & Ngee Ann Polytechnic...
Career : Accounts Officer at TOA Corp....
Status : SINGLE...
Fav Celebs : Now Im into K-Pop.... Celebs like SS501, Big Bang and DBSK... Love Lee Min Ho & Kim Hyun Joong... Ever since Boys Over Flowers (Kor)
Fav Word : HUH...??? What...????
Hobbies : Watch Movies, Hang out with my sisters n cuzins, Loves to collect cute stuffs... Games at Facebook...
Loves : My MP3 Player, Handphone, Snap Photos of Myself, Couldnt Sleep Without My EEYORE...
Hates: Insects n Bugs, To Wake Up Early in the Morning, Horror Movies, The Smell of Cigarettes, Peas, Stingrays, Horlicks...
Fears: Heights, Dark, Lightning & Thunder, Being Rejected, Lost, Nightmares and Fear of Losing Someone i LOVE...
Messages!!!!
To secretly like someone...
To like someone secretly.... When tat someone speaks to u, ur heartbeat will beat very fast... u couldnt help always thinking abt him...
When hes not around, u will feel different n u juz wanted to tell him, yes i MISS u so...
Wat more when he said nice things to u like, saying thanks, u will feel like u r on top of the world...
But when the person tat u like, could be mean to u at times, u juz wanted to cry and wanted to let go of him, which i noe i cant...
When the person u like, is very intimate or close with other girls, u will feel upset n jealoused, wishing tat he will treat u tat way...
Sometimes u juz wanted to share ur problem to him n hoping tat he will share his problem to u...
Wishing tat, that guy would be willing to listen n share ur wounds... Someone u can rely on... A shoulder to cry on...
This is so IMPOSSIBLE...!!!!
But when u find out tat chances of tat person liking u is very impossible, it could hurt... Wat shud we do..??
I want to be a Better Person:
To find a GUY who LOVEs ME,
To TALK more....
Hope to Get a Driving License...
To be more CONFIDENT in myself,
& To SUCCEED in everything tat i do (:
