Hahaha....!!!!!!!!! Yesterday I was invited to a dinner organized by our Section Manager... Moriyama san... The dinner was for the Admin & Accounts, Safety and QA/QC departments... It was held at Sakunthala Restaurant at Little India.... Its a Halal-Indian Restaurant since majority of those who are invited are Indian... Actually that restaurant was not their choice cos they insist on "drinking" after dinner... But since theres me and Uncle Said, could only eat HALAL food, they got no choice but to follow our choice... The place was quite far that we have to walk for a while... I, Nang, Uncle Said, Dodong and Jong took a long walk to the restaurant... Because we were quite early, we ordered drinks first... And I wanted to avoid drinking Lassi, but I accidentally ordered Strawberry Lassi... It was sour, sweet and thick not to my preference... I sat with Jong, Dodong, Nang, Yambao and Cik Rahman... I tot they invite all the Japanese staffs, but Moriyama san and Osawa san who came... Maybe the rest are busy with work so they could not come... For the 1st time, I was able to communicate with them. There was a lot of food that the Safety ordered... One whole table was full with food... There was Fish Head Curry, Tandoori Chicken and Fish, Prawns, Mutton.... They served with Naan and Rice.. I ate quite a lot especially the prawns.... For dessert, I share a Banana Split with Nang...
After dinner, some of us went home while some of them decide to go end their day with "drinking"... I took a cab with Nang and Dodong... That was when I found out where Nang and Dodong... To my surprise, I stay quite near with Dodong... No wonder I kept seeing him taking 184... Nang was sent first, then me and Lastly is Dodong... The taxi ride costs almost $20... Lucky can claim from the company... HAHAHA...!!!!!!!

Yes!! Tomorrow is a Public Holiday... What does that means...??? No work...!!! Yippee... Today I work OT... Theres a lot of work to be done before I took a long break... I will not be working 4 the next 3 days so need to complete as much work as possible... Friday, Saturday and Sunday... WOW..!!! Long Weekend... I went to BPP after work to book a cake for my cousin's bday on tis coming Saturday... After browsing at 2 cake shops at BPP, we decided not to book... Cos both are way 2 expensive... N we dont see the need to buy a big cake since there are not that many people who are invited tis sat... Had KFC for Dinner...

Boring betul kat umah.... Da lah tak keluar... and they kept mentioning Faisal... Faisal... Faisal... Bingit seh.... They dont know whats the situation right now... Dorang ada nampak ke sama ada aku maseh in contact with him... Takde kan... Da one week dia tak sms me.... What does that shows...??? Anyway I dont have any feelings for him yet... Why is it i feel like I've been force to like him...??? They want me to be with him but have they ever thought about my feelings...??? Apa dorang ingat aku ni desperate sangat sampai nak kena matchmake...!!!!!!!!!!! I'm still young and i know that I have not had any major relationships with any guys but I would like to choose on my own...

It's been a week now... He has not smsed me since the date last week... I dont know why...!!! Is it because he doesnt like me...??? I dont know whether is it good that he doesnt smsed me anymore... I don't know about his feelings neither do I know about my feelings... Maybe its a good thing for us to let things slow... Let nature take its course... Or maybe he simply doesnt like me, especially with the way I look... Hai yah... dont care anymore... It's meant to be....

I dont know how to describe the date... It started with him picking up from work... I told him what i wore and he told me where he parked his car at... To my surprise, he was early... I thought that he will be late... He drives a blue Mitsubishi Lancer... COOL...!! After i tap my card, I straight away head to his car rather than my transport... My colleagues were surprised to where I'm going...
Then the moment has come... Meeting him face to face for the 1st time...
He also big size like me... But he is way too tall for me.... He wore a brown baggy shirt and jeans... He took me to Vivo City... We talked little by little... I guess both of us are shy... We watched MEET THE SPARTANS, (the most stupidious movie ever)... Then after that, we grab a bite at BK... That's all... We decide to head back after eating...
Conclusion: I can say that the date was boring... I had no fun at all... It was way too fast... Imagine we went out at 12+ and reach home around 3+... And we didnt even talk much... The way he talk is like "tak bermaya". He said that he wanted to sleep cos he doesnt have enough sleep cos he work night shift... So that why he wants to go back early... I don't know whether i have feelings for him yet...
I think I went out with my family is way better than going out with him....

After knowing each other thru sms, we finally decide to meet... At first he wants to ask me out with my cousin along so that I wont feel awkward... But then my cousin decide not to go cos he doesnt want to become a lamppost... We decided to meet after my work at 12 +... He told me that he's gonna pick me up from my workplace... How..??? I'm so nervous... I'm not sure how he looks like and he also dont know how i look like...??? Will he like me after seeing me...??? Let nature take its course... If he doesnt like me, then forget it... I wonder will there be a 2nd date after this...

I was hurt... Because of the smses that i received from him yesterday... I guess I am afraid that he is that type of guy who only thinks of SEX only... Then he smsed me.... I thought I would ignore him but I couldnt... Then I asked him about it, then he told me that it was not him who sent it... He was working all night and he wouldnt smsed such a thing to a girl, much less me... He apologized so many times saying that it wasnt him... So i forgave him and willing to give him another chance...
Why is it some girls are so easily willing to forgive and forget...??? We always give them second chances... Cos I always believed that we are HUMANS and HUMANS always make MISTAKES...

My feelings right now are like.... don't know how to describe it... I just dont know why...
The guy who Ive been in contact with, Faisal.... We've been smsing each other for quite a while now... But we kept asking lame questions such as "Dah balik kerja?", "Dah makan?" and so whatever... Then i was pissed off with him cos of what he smsed me last night.... Why?
The message was "Want to talk about sex" and "U during sex suka buat apa?"... I was so upset and almost broke to tears... What do he think I am...??? A hore...??? I'm not that kind of girl...
"BENCI!!!!" Does all men think of SEX only...??? IIIISSSSHHHH!!!!!!!