Right now, in my room... In tears, bcos my sister makes me upset... Dont want to talk about it anyway... On my computer... Then raymond online... He asked me why im reluctant to work in PDN...??? I told him theres no reasons why and told him tat im juz attached to the people at PPT... Then i asked him will i be working in PDN permanent... He told me tat hes not sure... He also said tat Cik SAID was the one whos pushing me 2 work in PDN.... WHAT THE FUCK...???? I feel so HEARTBROKEN rite now... I feel like i was being PUSHED AROUND... WHY...???? What did I do wrong...??? WHY when they NEED ME, they USED ME...??? and when they dont, they just PUSH me somewhere else.... I feel so MAD rite now.... because Lin is back so they push me back to PDN... I dont understand right now.... Am i hired to work in PDN or PPT...??? Or they juz use me to replace LIN... Now shes back, they throw me away.... Rite now i feel like ive got no mood to work.... My HEART really HURTS rite now... BABi nya CIK SAID.... How could he PUSHED me to PDN...??? Apa dia byk besar...??? Come on lah... I heard stories tat he always go out during office hours... Martin and Ali kept saying tat UNCLE yaya...papaya... ALI BABA... What the FUCK...??? I'm so PISSED off rite now.... Anyway lets see how tomorrow goes....
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The One & Only
My bigbig name is Nur Ayuni Binte Jamros aka AYU.
I LOVE to SHOP & Listen to MUSIC... Loves my FAMILY...
I hate HYPOCRITES & LIARS... Even dou i could sometimes be 1 of them... Hee..!!
Love me or hate me , its up to you .
More About MEeee!!!!
D.O.B : 8th November 1985
Age : 23
Sign : Scorpio
School : Masjid Mujahiddin Kindergarten, Mei Chin Primary, Queenstown Secondary & Ngee Ann Polytechnic...
Career : Accounts Officer at TOA Corp....
Status : SINGLE...
Fav Celebs : Now Im into K-Pop.... Celebs like SS501, Big Bang and DBSK... Love Lee Min Ho & Kim Hyun Joong... Ever since Boys Over Flowers (Kor)
Fav Word : HUH...??? What...????
Hobbies : Watch Movies, Hang out with my sisters n cuzins, Loves to collect cute stuffs... Games at Facebook...
Loves : My MP3 Player, Handphone, Snap Photos of Myself, Couldnt Sleep Without My EEYORE...
Hates: Insects n Bugs, To Wake Up Early in the Morning, Horror Movies, The Smell of Cigarettes, Peas, Stingrays, Horlicks...
Fears: Heights, Dark, Lightning & Thunder, Being Rejected, Lost, Nightmares and Fear of Losing Someone i LOVE...
Messages!!!!
To secretly like someone...
To like someone secretly.... When tat someone speaks to u, ur heartbeat will beat very fast... u couldnt help always thinking abt him...
When hes not around, u will feel different n u juz wanted to tell him, yes i MISS u so...
Wat more when he said nice things to u like, saying thanks, u will feel like u r on top of the world...
But when the person tat u like, could be mean to u at times, u juz wanted to cry and wanted to let go of him, which i noe i cant...
When the person u like, is very intimate or close with other girls, u will feel upset n jealoused, wishing tat he will treat u tat way...
Sometimes u juz wanted to share ur problem to him n hoping tat he will share his problem to u...
Wishing tat, that guy would be willing to listen n share ur wounds... Someone u can rely on... A shoulder to cry on...
This is so IMPOSSIBLE...!!!!
But when u find out tat chances of tat person liking u is very impossible, it could hurt... Wat shud we do..??
I want to be a Better Person:
To find a GUY who LOVEs ME,
To TALK more....
Hope to Get a Driving License...
To be more CONFIDENT in myself,
& To SUCCEED in everything tat i do (:
