I took MC today... Cannot tahan... My throat itches n coughing... Called Mr Soh to inform him tat im not coming to work... Went to Raffles clinic at LOT 1... Very near... Last time went to Causeway Point cos i dunno LOT 1 has Raffles... BAKA...
Theres not many people.. So its fast.. Get to go back much earlier... After my lunch, ate my medicine, online for a while... But bcos of the medicine, i fell asleep for 2 hours...
After woke up, felt a little bit much better... Got one day MC so tomorrow need to come to work... Haf to get well... Cant stand myself coughing...
HATE it when im SICK... Want to FAST but cannot cos on MEDICATION... So maybe next week la...

AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! My throat itches like CRAZY today... Want to drink water but cannot cos im fasting... Want to break my fast but so wasted cos im left with a few hours... But really2 cannot tahan leh... Coughing... Coughing... HOW...???
Want to take MC 2moro...But dunno if can cos Raymond oso on MC for 2 days... But i really2 need to c a doctor... Anyway even i came 2 work today oso no use... Cos theres no work for me 2 do...... Bored like CRAZY... If 2moro still cannot tahan, no choice... I will take MC... We'll see...

Went to JEMPUTAN of my sister's friend... Somehow i noe her cos me same school as sister.... Went with my mum, sister n brother in law, naufal, ibu, ali n ija... The wedding is at the area where i stayed when i was young before i was moved to Bukit Panjang... Which is at STIRLING ROAD... I was excited to go there cos its been a long time since i step my feet at tat area...

I used to remember my primary school days... With my friends... To my surprised everythings changed... The area has already been nicely renovated, new paints n even better facilities... N i saw my old primary school... MEI CHIN PRIMARY SCHOOL which no longer exists now... The old building has been repainted... I wonder if the place is still HAUNTED... HEHEHE!!!!!!!!!

Then i saw my ex-primary classmate.... IZZATI.. She look different now... We talked but not tat much cos i and she not tat close...

I was so worried of seeing other primary school classmates who may still be staying at tat area... Especially tat someone... Someone who used to have a CRUSH on me... or so called my ADMIRER.... Oh my god... HEHE!!! He stayed at tat block... I dunno whether he still lives there cos i lost in touch with him since secondary school...

Lets talk about him a little... Believe it or not... Hes not MALAY... My admirer is a CHINESE... Hehe!!! Hes not tat good looking but hes funny... He always makes me laugh... He always disturb me in class... After school, i and my good friend will hang out where i will see him and other boys play soccer... He will sometimes lamely call me to ask "Got any homework..??"

Eventually i and him went to the same secondary school but different class... But, he became bad cos he mixes with the wrong group... If im not wrong he was kicked out of school... So our relationship doesnt last long... Anyway its just a MONKEY LOVE....

Oh how i miss the OLD DAYS... After the wedding, LEPAKZ at ibu's house... Till 8pm..

This month... I dont know wat happened to me... I made so many mistakes doing AP... AAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!! Tis month theres MORE invoices for me 2 make entries.... Its more than usual... Thanks to MR SENDA... who finally CLEARED majority of the INVOICES..

I do until BLUR... That for the 1st batch, i forgot to stamp my INITIAL on the journal slips n went straight away to make COPIES... So no choice have to stamp the originals n the 2 sets of COPIES..... I TRY my BEST not to make mistakes.. Tapi ADA JE yg nk diAMEND.... MENYAMPAH...!!!!!!! I always wonder whether am i doing things TOO FAST tats y theres so many mistakes... I do SLOWLY oso theres mistakes.... WATEVER...!!!!

Tapi okay la... At least, I learnt alot of new things... Things tat i could or shouldnt do... I really like to learn more new things... But i need time to ADAPT to new things... So don haf any high expectations...

I tink ive grown attached with working here in PDN... Im starting to like what im doin (even dou it can b boring @ times), the PEOPLE in PDN... Here, they are all SENIORS n more EXPERIENCE (SERIOUS n MATURED) n they took CARE of me very WELL... (Perasan...!!!!!) But seriously, I was well "taken CARE of" when im in PDN... I dont know if they treat me like tis bcos im NEW... which i dun tink so... Tats why Im starting to FALL in LOVE working in PDN... HEHEHE!!!

Its Wednesday... I decide not to take the company transport... Wanted to try walking...

How i noe the WAY...??? Thanks to Ms Farah... She showed me the way to walk 2 work yesterday... We walked from Clementi to work... Then i realised its better WALKING than WAITING for the transport... Sometimes the transport is SO LATE n sometimes its SO EARLY... Cannot predict the time... WAITING can be sian at TIMES... Last Monday, i was DAMN EARLY but ended WAITING for abt an hour 4 the transport 2 come... Came around 8+... Reach office almost 0830... CANNOT TAHAN man... So tats when i tried using wat i was taught, the way to walk to work... Hehehe!!!!

I took 963 from my house... I didnt realise i took the same bus as MR SOH.... Blurry EYES (cos of the contact lense)... Walk slowly n reach work VERY EARLY... I was even earlier than RAYMOND... Hahaha!!! and also MR KOGA.... Reach @ 0750... Never been so EARLY ever since started working at PDN...

BUT
BAD weather... Raining... I dont know whether is it a GOOD sign... My 1st time walking to work ALONE n it RAINS... What does tat means...??? HEHEHE!!!! Lucky got bring umbrella... Or else I will be wet by the time i reach office... HUAHUAHUA...!!!!!

I dont know whether i would like to WALK from now on... Im still considering... Anyway its a good morning exercise rather than wait n wait... We'll SEE...!!!!!!!!!

These are the ACCOUNTS PEOPLE in TOA... PDN, PPT, n TEKONG... Want to list their name but i forgot some of their names... SORRY!!!!

After meeting, then dinner... Dinner was supposed to be HALAL... But to my surprise its not HALAL... Dinner at Changi Village Hotel... Its buffet style.. They showed me wich are the things tat contains PORK...

So i ate only the Indian Briyani... Seafood... Dare not eat the meat... For desSerts, i have fruits n ice cream.. Wanted to try the deserts but scared wat it might contain... Even the watermelon juice tastes funny... i guess im juz having doubts as to wat i ate...

Anyway, i enjoyed myself... Get to minggle with the Tekong ppl for the 1st time... Talk n talk... Laughing with Nang n Raymond... Trying to understand wat Mr Mark was saying... ISH...!!!!! JAHATNYA aku...!!!!!

After dinner, took a photo together outside of the restaurant using my camera phone... First shot was dark... But thanks for the Waiter ((((Cute lak tu...)))), he managed to take another perfect shot (ABOVE)... Not dark at all... Dunno what he did to my phone... HAHAHA!!!!!! Hope there will be another meeting like tis...

Its already been a month since i started working in PDN... How do i feel...????

So far so good...!!!! Its just tat im not used to the quietness of this office... Here the people do work very SERIOUSly... Unlike in PPT theres bound to be people YABBING and LAUGHING.... U wont get bored easily... But too bad they did not need me there.. So why BOTHER...???

They say working in PDN is stressful... But i find it not... Here also not much work 2 do... Im only bz during the mid and end of the month... Other than tat, its so BORING... I could still surf the net n chat... Haf to ACT n PRETEND alot... Taught by Raymond... How i just wish tat i could listen to some MUSIC when doing work.... Cos it can get SLEEPY and Boring at times...

My fellow workmates in PDN also not bad.... Im starting to get along with them... The 3 ladies, Farah, Juraimah, and Marini, Raymond, and the rest are all friendly... Anyway im still a BABY here...

In PDN, i realise i ate a lot during lunch... Theres always something to eat... And we could go out easily for lunch, or we could just order... Unlike in PPT, always have to bring food from home or u juz fast for the day... But in PPT, we go back at 5 but in PDN, we go back at 530 for Mon-Thurs and 5 on Fri... I dun mind abt the time... Cos the half an hour xtra is considered OT... So of course i dun mind... Hehehe!!!!!

But sometimes i feel like i dun really speak up... I dont know why... Is it my nature...??? Am i just being Soft-Spoken and Shy....??? I know sometimes its not good to just keep quiet... Maybe the bad experiences has made me like this... Theres always FEAR of being REJECTED and HURT... AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH........!!!!!!!!! Anyway, i don want to have HIGH EXPECTATIONS or HOPING too much on things... I have to learn how to ACCEPT to what ive been given and NOT THINK TOO MUCH...!!!!! Cos it HURTS and TIRING....!!!!!!!!