Its already been a month since i started working in PDN... How do i feel...????
So far so good...!!!! Its just tat im not used to the quietness of this office... Here the people do work very SERIOUSly... Unlike in PPT theres bound to be people YABBING and LAUGHING.... U wont get bored easily... But too bad they did not need me there.. So why BOTHER...???
They say working in PDN is stressful... But i find it not... Here also not much work 2 do... Im only bz during the mid and end of the month... Other than tat, its so BORING... I could still surf the net n chat... Haf to ACT n PRETEND alot... Taught by Raymond... How i just wish tat i could listen to some MUSIC when doing work.... Cos it can get SLEEPY and Boring at times...
My fellow workmates in PDN also not bad.... Im starting to get along with them... The 3 ladies, Farah, Juraimah, and Marini, Raymond, and the rest are all friendly... Anyway im still a BABY here...
In PDN, i realise i ate a lot during lunch... Theres always something to eat... And we could go out easily for lunch, or we could just order... Unlike in PPT, always have to bring food from home or u juz fast for the day... But in PPT, we go back at 5 but in PDN, we go back at 530 for Mon-Thurs and 5 on Fri... I dun mind abt the time... Cos the half an hour xtra is considered OT... So of course i dun mind... Hehehe!!!!!
But sometimes i feel like i dun really speak up... I dont know why... Is it my nature...??? Am i just being Soft-Spoken and Shy....??? I know sometimes its not good to just keep quiet... Maybe the bad experiences has made me like this... Theres always FEAR of being REJECTED and HURT... AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH........!!!!!!!!! Anyway, i don want to have HIGH EXPECTATIONS or HOPING too much on things... I have to learn how to ACCEPT to what ive been given and NOT THINK TOO MUCH...!!!!! Cos it HURTS and TIRING....!!!!!!!!
What Goes Around Comes Around...!!!
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The One & Only
My bigbig name is Nur Ayuni Binte Jamros aka AYU.
I LOVE to SHOP & Listen to MUSIC... Loves my FAMILY...
I hate HYPOCRITES & LIARS... Even dou i could sometimes be 1 of them... Hee..!!
Love me or hate me , its up to you .
More About MEeee!!!!
D.O.B : 8th November 1985
Age : 23
Sign : Scorpio
School : Masjid Mujahiddin Kindergarten, Mei Chin Primary, Queenstown Secondary & Ngee Ann Polytechnic...
Career : Accounts Officer at TOA Corp....
Status : SINGLE...
Fav Celebs : Now Im into K-Pop.... Celebs like SS501, Big Bang and DBSK... Love Lee Min Ho & Kim Hyun Joong... Ever since Boys Over Flowers (Kor)
Fav Word : HUH...??? What...????
Hobbies : Watch Movies, Hang out with my sisters n cuzins, Loves to collect cute stuffs... Games at Facebook...
Loves : My MP3 Player, Handphone, Snap Photos of Myself, Couldnt Sleep Without My EEYORE...
Hates: Insects n Bugs, To Wake Up Early in the Morning, Horror Movies, The Smell of Cigarettes, Peas, Stingrays, Horlicks...
Fears: Heights, Dark, Lightning & Thunder, Being Rejected, Lost, Nightmares and Fear of Losing Someone i LOVE...
Messages!!!!
To secretly like someone...
To like someone secretly.... When tat someone speaks to u, ur heartbeat will beat very fast... u couldnt help always thinking abt him...
When hes not around, u will feel different n u juz wanted to tell him, yes i MISS u so...
Wat more when he said nice things to u like, saying thanks, u will feel like u r on top of the world...
But when the person tat u like, could be mean to u at times, u juz wanted to cry and wanted to let go of him, which i noe i cant...
When the person u like, is very intimate or close with other girls, u will feel upset n jealoused, wishing tat he will treat u tat way...
Sometimes u juz wanted to share ur problem to him n hoping tat he will share his problem to u...
Wishing tat, that guy would be willing to listen n share ur wounds... Someone u can rely on... A shoulder to cry on...
This is so IMPOSSIBLE...!!!!
But when u find out tat chances of tat person liking u is very impossible, it could hurt... Wat shud we do..??
I want to be a Better Person:
To find a GUY who LOVEs ME,
To TALK more....
Hope to Get a Driving License...
To be more CONFIDENT in myself,
& To SUCCEED in everything tat i do (:
