Yesterday went bowling at Safra Mount Faber... The same place where company bowling competition was held a few mths ago... It was a last minute decision... As always i'm always very indecisive whether want to go or not...

Went with Ibu, Idham, Adeq and Dyana (idham's soon-2-b girlfriend)... We played 2 games cos we were all very hungry and could no longer continue... The place was crowded... Theres a competition going on... At first we could not get any lane cos its fully-booked... But we manage to get 1 lane tats reserved but we will have to complete our game if the person who booked came... But tat person never came... So we managed to play 2 games... It was fun... I managed to get 2 strikes but still ended up losing... Dyana she was a pro... Shes the winner...

I liked her cos shes very friendly and easy to get along with... I tink dia sesuai banget for Idham... I guess becos shes much more matured cos she is older than Idham... But i tink age doesnt matter...

After the game, we took a cab to Mcdonalds Bukit Merah to grab a bite... It was unlucky for Dyana cos she lost $50 at the Mcdonalds... Ibu saw her holding the 50 when shes about to order... But somehow, she dropped it somewhere... HOW CARELESS is she...???

Tats when we suspect this group of youngsters... WHY...??? Becos theres this girl who was pretending to look at the mirror right at our table... How come she never see the mirror from her table cos from her table also can view herself wat... Then those group of ahbengs n ahlians including the girl were mumbling something and they just quickly ran off.. Thats when we assume tat youngsters could saw the money and just ran off... Dosa seh menuduh if they never take... Tapi, memang tak halal lah kalau dorang amek... But i can see she look so stressed after she lost the money...

If it would have been me, i would also be like tat or worse i will cry... Banyak seh $50... Can buy alot leh with $50... Anyway, Memang da takde rezeki nak buat apa kan...

Its already 10+... Waited for cab so long... I couldnt wait any longer so i took a bus... Stopped at tanglin halt and took a cab home... $10 exactly... It was not so tiring compared to last time i played... But FUN dou... I didnt pay for the bowling and also dinner... But dun worry ppl, i will treat you guys back one day... THANKS anyway....

How fast time flies when u least expected it... Nxt wk is already Ramadhan... Fasting... Cant wait... Anxiety... Breaking Fast together as a family... LOVE it... And of course, going to BAZAAR Ramadhan... Especially GEYLANG...

Today im bored at work... Its already 27 aug... Tis mth is very lagging... The journal slips tat i've completed have not been checked yet... Mr Koga juz came back from overseas... Ni lom abes2 lagi check... Nxt wk da kena buat end month nya lak.. And yet aku lom sort lagi... Mcm mana seh...??? Bila time takde keja, boring nak mampos... Kalau ada, sekali dtg banyak lak tu... Buat orang kelam kabut je... Aku ni ada sikit gabra... Kadang-kadang gabra, until i make a lot of mistakes... Im always scared tat i couldnt meet up with the dateline... Sometimes i worry whether am i being fast or slow in my work..

Somehow aku rasa aku da makin bosan ngan aku nya kerja... I dunno whether is it bcos of the workload i was given or i juz grew tired.... Feelings have changed... So is my attitude i guess... Have i changed...??? My feelings is no longer the same as to the feelings tat i felt a few months back... Agaknya aku ni suka mengharap... Mengharapkan sesuatu yg tidak mungkin akan berlaku...

Tats the pic of wat we all ate... It cost RM$15.90... Not bad la... Quarter chic with 3 side dishes... And 4 Seasons Drink... Pink (Summer), Yellow (Spring), Brown (Autumn) and White (Winter)... Not bad, but a bit SWEET...

We spent at the Jusco for almost 2 hour plus just to buy Naufal's clothes... Can die..!!!! After tat we went to TESCO to buy groceries... My mum... DIE DIE must buy groceries every time went to JB... Reach Tesco 9+... My mum spent RM230 juz on groceries... After tat, we decide to go to night market at Pandan... Not Spore Pandan, but JB... My sis insisted to buy a bamboo carpet for Raya tis year... We reach there already almost midnite... Cos its so late, we spent at the PANDAN, less tan an hour.. Buy the carpet and GO... No time to shop anymore.... So damn TIRED... Eyes getting BLUR... Cos of the contacts... Forgot to bring eyedrop lagi... DAMN... Its so LATE... Lucky, no jam on the way back to Spore... Reach home 1+ in the morning... It was FUN but tiring...

Bored while STUCK in TRAFFIC...

My MUM (Pink 2dong) and IBU... Love them... Happy BDAY MUM...

Posing at KENNY ROGERS... While waiting for the FOOD... Me n my ADEQ...

Went to Queensway after work today... Today nothing much work as usual... But 2moro there will be lots of things to do... So i update my blog while waiting for my nails 2 dry...

Going to Queensway was a last minute decision... Ibu and adeq asked me at the very last minute... Adeq needs to print some notes and so does ibu... She printed some brochures...

Reach there at 630... After printing, we went jalan2 and saw tis pair of CROCS sandal with heels tats so C.U.T.E. i FELL in LOVE with it cos theres a flower at the strap... But when c the px, it costs $65... WHY so x...??? Sori i couldn afford it.. I wonder i could get a discount if i buy from ABG LAN since hes the manager at MARINA CROCS... It will be nice if someone would buy it for me... HAHAHA!!!!!! DREAM ON...

Then head to MAC for dinner since theres nothing HALAL at queensway other tan MAC... Then something happened... While eating suddenly, the whole restaurant became DARK... Theres a short circuit... So no choice had to be in a ROMANTIC mood... Eating in the DARK... Lucky no bone, or else... its 1st time experience... HEHE!!!!

Then again went shopping and i spent almost 200 for new clothes.... AAAAHHH!!!! Cant resist it... WHAT SHOULD I DO...??? Im dead SHIT if my mum knows abt tis... No more SPENDINGS...!!!!!!!! Reach home almost 10...

I've learnt something new @ work yesterday... And for the 1st time i was introduced to the auditors.. They are 2 ladies... Friendly and Nice... LIKE ME... Perasan..

I have to help the auditors look for some documents... Its kind of confusing at first but i managed to survive through it...

Then, they were cleaning the office aircon... I was so scared tat i mite get an allergy cos my nose a bit sensitive to dust.. lucky ok... Then the admin ppl all left to Tekong including Koga... Left me and Mr Tan... Raymond lak busy with the auditors...

No people also i get BORED... Takot pn adalah... I had phobia of being alone especially with men... ISH takot seh when i was left alone with the aircon guys... EEEEHHHH!!!!!!! Imaginations da running WILD... Lucky nothing happened... Think too much agaknya... HEHEHE!!!!!!!!!!!

Did you kiss someone before you were 16?
Never... I was a GOOD GIRL then...
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yes...
Do you wave when you see people you know?
Tat depends...
Who did you last have a sleepover with?
Ibu's House...
Is your best friend drop dead sexy?
Eeerhh... Not so lah...
Are you afraid of falling in love?
Yes...
Is there someone that popped in your mind after that question?
Eeerrrhhh!!! Not at the moment... Hope to find 1 soon...
Have you had a bf/gf during this year?
Nope...
Do you hate being alone?
Of course... I guess everyone does...
How do you feel about the person that you've become?
I dont know what i've become... Can someone tell me what I've become...???
Have you ever been out past curfew?
Im already above 21... Do i haf a curfew...???
Have you ever told someone you like them?
Nope...
Have you ever blocked someone on Myspace before?
MSN only... A PSYCHO guy... Pestering and Aggressive... I hate it...
Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
I carry umbrella but usually never use it when it rains.... Dun like using umbrella...
Do you get along with girls?
Yes of course...
Have you ever been in trouble with the cops?
Never... Not in the past and also in the future... (hope so...)
Name something you have in common with all of your siblings?
Known for being LAZY...
Who is the last person who wrote a letter to you on paper?
Dun haf...
What was your first job?
Admin Assistant
Name a sound that disturbs you?
Morning Alarm when its time to wake up...
What did you do today?
Work... Blogging at work... Shake Leg at work... Pretending... HEHEHE!!!!
What did you do last night?
Went to JP with my sis 2 look 4 mum's present...
Are you emotional?
Very... Im very sensitive gal n i cry very easily...
Have you ever had the same dream more than once?
Ya...
Name a song that makes you happy?
Currently, it will be Forever by Chris Brown...
What was the most recent thing you bought?
6 Pairs of Contact Lenses of different colours...
What is on your refrigerator door?
Magnets...
What was the last movie you watched?
Journey to the Center of the Earth


Tis survey was taken from Hidayah's blog...

Today at work very boring as always... Very SIAN sia... I feel like im not doin anytin... I felt bad seeing other people busy with their work while me busy doing something not relating to work... HAI...!!!!!!! I also felt guilty for not helping... I want to help but dunno how to... Seeing some ppl stress makes me felt bad... Koga takde lagi aku enjoy life... But i dun like it... I dun wan ppl to say tat im being paid for shaking leg... TELL ME WAT TO DO, please...??? I want to LEARN more.... BORING u noe...!!!!!!!!

Im having headache rite now at work... Dunno why... Already ate panadol... Lucky Koga not around and not much work... So can relax a bit... (Jahatnya aku)... Maybe because im feeling exhausted bcos of the kenduri yesterday... But i had fun during the weekends... Had too much fun tat im too tired to come to work today... If only i need not come to work...

Yesterday...

The kenduri started after 1+... Lepas Zuhur... My mum busy preparing the dishes.... She cooked alot for the kenduri... Theres Sambal Goreng, Ayam Bamiah, Daging Kicap, Rojak... Mak long make ice jelly cocktail and also agar-agar... Mami bawak Butter Prawns and Pudding... My sis lak buat Honeydew Sago... Theres alot of food and not including fruits... Abang lak pi beli DURIAN... Cos Mak Long teringin nak makan... So abg drove me, adeq and Azimag to Jurong West to buy durian... Since there the durian is nice and cheap... I did not ate much cos im sick of eating durian and scared i might have sorethroat... HAHA!!!! I also bought a birthday cake to celebrate the August Babies... My mum, Yayah and also Ayim.. The 4 of us missed the DOA cos we came back late...

Ate, mingle with my favourite cousins... Listening to Andak storytelling.... We get bored so we 4 daras again went to Lot 1... Tis time with Yayah... Again take neoprint... (will upload later if got time)... When we came back, something happened tat was so unexpected...

Ibu's phone went missing... Weird... Tis morning i saw it at the phone table... Not only me saw, but others also... Tats when we began suspecting... The main suspect Harrie, Dian or their mum (my aunt)... They are the big suspect cos when the commotion happen, Dian's face start to change... We tried calling tat no. but its not in use... We tried looking everywhere around the house still cannot find... And ibu said tat they rush back home knowing tat theres a commotion happening... Its not tat we like to point fingers cos there high possibility that either one of them took it... Cos they sat beside the phone table for quite some time... And also they are the "BAD APPLES" in the family... Cannot be the phone went missing juz like tat... Tat phone was my old phone... Nokia 6288... I sold it to IBU since i already bought a new hp... But then it went missing... I dunno wat to say if they really really took it... How disappointing tat could be... Our own flesh and blood...

Mak Oteh was my least favourite auntie... Its not only me but also the rest of my family members... Even her children, which is my cousins, im nt really close to them... Dun like the way they behave and treat others.. Fadil had tattoos, Dian was sent to probation centre for fighting... Harrie was my favourite but after wat happened yesterday, i dunno whether i could really trust him... Mak oteh had always been the trouble maker in the family... They couldnt be trusted cos they lied too much... Its hard to tell whether wat they say is true...

Ibu became stressed because of tat cos she value tat phone so much... Cos theres many valuable things inside the phone... Videos and pictures of Naufal... Her favourite game... Tats so sad...

Yesterday ended late... Ibu and Maklong went back quite late... Cos haf 2 wait for Hafiz... The most funny thing was when trying to wake up Zaki who fell asleep on the sofa... He really really couldnt wake up even though we tried waking him up so many times.... It took almost 15min to wake him up... They even thought of leaving him... Tapi tk sampai hati... We were laughing throughout trying to wake Zaki up... Hilarious... Went to bed almost 12...

Struggling to wake up from bed the next day... Headache but got time to make a post on blog... HAHAHA!!!!!

Today... Stay at home... Went a while to BPP... Watch Korean Drama, n online till now... BORED... Today he smsed me again... Actually he smsed me yesterday night... Asking for my photo... I dunno whether i wan 2 gif him my photo... He said tat he doesnt mind about looks...

But i dun believe.. Its BULL SHIT... Cos most GUYS like GIRLS whos pretty.....
I totally ignored him yesterday and also today... I dunno wat to do... Somebody HELP me AGAIN...

What if he turns out to be okay...??? Wont I be in REGRETS...???
But what if he saw my photo, n juz dump me like tat...??? Im just SCARED...

Its tiring tinking abt tat all day... But i REALLY REALLY need someone... When will i meet tat SPECIAL SOMEONE...??? Someone who loves me, who's there when i need him... When will i meet my PRINCE...???

Its 1st of August. I've got no mood to work 2day... Right now doing Journal slips but i juz couldnt concentrate.... AAAAHHHH!!!!! Its all my sister's fault... I want to kill her rite now... Pandai2 kasi my number to a guy... Shes trying to MATCH MAKE me with her frend.... BENCI nya.... His name ISWANDI... He smsed me last nite but i dun feel like smsed him back... So i went to sleep... He smsed me again 2day morning... He even call me while im @ work...

He told me tat he sells CARS... Hes not working 2day...

He kept saying tat Does tat mean i ada chance la with me... I was irritated... He sounds DESPERADO... I told him tat i wan 2 take things slow... He then stopped sms me... I apologised to him cos i scared tat i might offend him, which i didnt mean 2... MALE EGOS... Eeeeehhh!!!!!!! GERAM! After i apologised, then he told me tat hes the type of person yg tk bole kena marah... Sensitive la konon 2... Then i told him la im oso sensitive cos i got bad experience before...

I noe tat hes being nice... But i dun like people 2 force me 2 do things... I dun mind making a new friend but u got to take things slow cos i dun wan 2 rush into things.... I guess i got the fear of getting HURT AGAIN... I havent even know him tat well yet... His background... Who knows whether he might be telling the truth or not... Somebody help me...!!!!!!!!!