Its 1st of August. I've got no mood to work 2day... Right now doing Journal slips but i juz couldnt concentrate.... AAAAHHHH!!!!! Its all my sister's fault... I want to kill her rite now... Pandai2 kasi my number to a guy... Shes trying to MATCH MAKE me with her frend.... BENCI nya.... His name ISWANDI... He smsed me last nite but i dun feel like smsed him back... So i went to sleep... He smsed me again 2day morning... He even call me while im @ work...
He told me tat he sells CARS... Hes not working 2day...
He kept saying tat Does tat mean i ada chance la with me... I was irritated... He sounds DESPERADO... I told him tat i wan 2 take things slow... He then stopped sms me... I apologised to him cos i scared tat i might offend him, which i didnt mean 2... MALE EGOS... Eeeeehhh!!!!!!! GERAM! After i apologised, then he told me tat hes the type of person yg tk bole kena marah... Sensitive la konon 2... Then i told him la im oso sensitive cos i got bad experience before...
I noe tat hes being nice... But i dun like people 2 force me 2 do things... I dun mind making a new friend but u got to take things slow cos i dun wan 2 rush into things.... I guess i got the fear of getting HURT AGAIN... I havent even know him tat well yet... His background... Who knows whether he might be telling the truth or not... Somebody help me...!!!!!!!!!
What Goes Around Comes Around...!!!
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The One & Only
My bigbig name is Nur Ayuni Binte Jamros aka AYU.
I LOVE to SHOP & Listen to MUSIC... Loves my FAMILY...
I hate HYPOCRITES & LIARS... Even dou i could sometimes be 1 of them... Hee..!!
Love me or hate me , its up to you .
More About MEeee!!!!
D.O.B : 8th November 1985
Age : 23
Sign : Scorpio
School : Masjid Mujahiddin Kindergarten, Mei Chin Primary, Queenstown Secondary & Ngee Ann Polytechnic...
Career : Accounts Officer at TOA Corp....
Status : SINGLE...
Fav Celebs : Now Im into K-Pop.... Celebs like SS501, Big Bang and DBSK... Love Lee Min Ho & Kim Hyun Joong... Ever since Boys Over Flowers (Kor)
Fav Word : HUH...??? What...????
Hobbies : Watch Movies, Hang out with my sisters n cuzins, Loves to collect cute stuffs... Games at Facebook...
Loves : My MP3 Player, Handphone, Snap Photos of Myself, Couldnt Sleep Without My EEYORE...
Hates: Insects n Bugs, To Wake Up Early in the Morning, Horror Movies, The Smell of Cigarettes, Peas, Stingrays, Horlicks...
Fears: Heights, Dark, Lightning & Thunder, Being Rejected, Lost, Nightmares and Fear of Losing Someone i LOVE...
Messages!!!!
To secretly like someone...
To like someone secretly.... When tat someone speaks to u, ur heartbeat will beat very fast... u couldnt help always thinking abt him...
When hes not around, u will feel different n u juz wanted to tell him, yes i MISS u so...
Wat more when he said nice things to u like, saying thanks, u will feel like u r on top of the world...
But when the person tat u like, could be mean to u at times, u juz wanted to cry and wanted to let go of him, which i noe i cant...
When the person u like, is very intimate or close with other girls, u will feel upset n jealoused, wishing tat he will treat u tat way...
Sometimes u juz wanted to share ur problem to him n hoping tat he will share his problem to u...
Wishing tat, that guy would be willing to listen n share ur wounds... Someone u can rely on... A shoulder to cry on...
This is so IMPOSSIBLE...!!!!
But when u find out tat chances of tat person liking u is very impossible, it could hurt... Wat shud we do..??
I want to be a Better Person:
To find a GUY who LOVEs ME,
To TALK more....
Hope to Get a Driving License...
To be more CONFIDENT in myself,
& To SUCCEED in everything tat i do (:
