Today... Stay at home... Went a while to BPP... Watch Korean Drama, n online till now... BORED... Today he smsed me again... Actually he smsed me yesterday night... Asking for my photo... I dunno whether i wan 2 gif him my photo... He said tat he doesnt mind about looks...
But i dun believe.. Its BULL SHIT... Cos most GUYS like GIRLS whos pretty..... I totally ignored him yesterday and also today... I dunno wat to do... Somebody HELP me AGAIN...
What if he turns out to be okay...??? Wont I be in REGRETS...??? But what if he saw my photo, n juz dump me like tat...??? Im just SCARED...
Its tiring tinking abt tat all day... But i REALLY REALLY need someone... When will i meet tat SPECIAL SOMEONE...??? Someone who loves me, who's there when i need him... When will i meet my PRINCE...???
What Goes Around Comes Around...!!!
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The One & Only
My bigbig name is Nur Ayuni Binte Jamros aka AYU.
I LOVE to SHOP & Listen to MUSIC... Loves my FAMILY...
I hate HYPOCRITES & LIARS... Even dou i could sometimes be 1 of them... Hee..!!
Love me or hate me , its up to you .
More About MEeee!!!!
D.O.B : 8th November 1985
Age : 23
Sign : Scorpio
School : Masjid Mujahiddin Kindergarten, Mei Chin Primary, Queenstown Secondary & Ngee Ann Polytechnic...
Career : Accounts Officer at TOA Corp....
Status : SINGLE...
Fav Celebs : Now Im into K-Pop.... Celebs like SS501, Big Bang and DBSK... Love Lee Min Ho & Kim Hyun Joong... Ever since Boys Over Flowers (Kor)
Fav Word : HUH...??? What...????
Hobbies : Watch Movies, Hang out with my sisters n cuzins, Loves to collect cute stuffs... Games at Facebook...
Loves : My MP3 Player, Handphone, Snap Photos of Myself, Couldnt Sleep Without My EEYORE...
Hates: Insects n Bugs, To Wake Up Early in the Morning, Horror Movies, The Smell of Cigarettes, Peas, Stingrays, Horlicks...
Fears: Heights, Dark, Lightning & Thunder, Being Rejected, Lost, Nightmares and Fear of Losing Someone i LOVE...
Messages!!!!
To secretly like someone...
To like someone secretly.... When tat someone speaks to u, ur heartbeat will beat very fast... u couldnt help always thinking abt him...
When hes not around, u will feel different n u juz wanted to tell him, yes i MISS u so...
Wat more when he said nice things to u like, saying thanks, u will feel like u r on top of the world...
But when the person tat u like, could be mean to u at times, u juz wanted to cry and wanted to let go of him, which i noe i cant...
When the person u like, is very intimate or close with other girls, u will feel upset n jealoused, wishing tat he will treat u tat way...
Sometimes u juz wanted to share ur problem to him n hoping tat he will share his problem to u...
Wishing tat, that guy would be willing to listen n share ur wounds... Someone u can rely on... A shoulder to cry on...
This is so IMPOSSIBLE...!!!!
But when u find out tat chances of tat person liking u is very impossible, it could hurt... Wat shud we do..??
I want to be a Better Person:
To find a GUY who LOVEs ME,
To TALK more....
Hope to Get a Driving License...
To be more CONFIDENT in myself,
& To SUCCEED in everything tat i do (:
