I've learnt new things at work together... WHY...??? Bcos, Raymond will be taking a LONG leave.... 1 mth leh...!!!!! SO LONG....!!!! Bcos he will not be in office for 1 mth, i haf to take over some of his daily works....

I have to do petty cash... And how was it...??? So far ok la... But i have a much more bigger responsibility... I cannot make errors... Thats wat im afraid of... Cos aku ni ada sikit careless... Im scared that i will make mistakes.... Semalam si Mr Koga tiba2 puji aku saying its good tat im doing petty cash.... tapi dia tk tau yg aku sebenarnya takot... Itupun sbb si Raymond ada... Dia leh la tengok-tengokkan whether aku ada buat mistake ke tak... What if he already left...??? Mampos aku...!!! Takot seh.... Especially when its dealing with money...

Yesterday is also my first time entering Mr Sugimoto nya bilik... Seram seh.... NERVOUS giler... But hes quite nice though even though he got the serious look... HEHE!!!!

But its nice to get to learn new things... Theres stilll things tat i have to learn... I dunno whether i can survive when my "boss" is not around... At least hes there to guide me and correct me when im wrong... Kalau dia takde macam mana dong... I realised that im relying on others all the time... I juz need to be confident and concentrate on wat im doin...

Now then i realised it tat i've almost worked in toa for a year oredi... By november, its going to be 1 year... CEpat seh....!!!!! And its gonna be my bday... Looking at the countdown... Im gonna turn 23 soon... OLD oredi... and yet still havent changed... HAAIIIIIII.......

Bulan Ramadhan goes by very fast for me tis year... TUP..TUP...TUP... Next wk da raya... CEPATNYA.... Preparations...??? Of course i'm ready... Somehow or rather... BUT... I oredi shopped for the necessary items such as a new pair of shoes, a handbag and of course baju raya... Kalau takde baju raya, memang tak sah... I have 3 pairs... Its more tan enuf i guess cos tk byk kuar pn.... The pic below is how my tis year shoes and bag look like...





Bought them at Causeway point last weekend with my mum.... I like my shoes so much cos its so CUTE... Wat i like is the bow.... It might look simple but the price is so unbelievable... Its $59.90... Can u believe it...??? The heels not so high la cos takot tk larat nk jalan nanti... It took me almost 2 hours juz to choose a pair of shoes... Cos i couldnt dcide to buy which one... The handbag is rather simple though... Its POLO... Full leather... Its simple but it costs me $60+... Baju Raya lak tis year will be black pink... Blue with Rainbow Patterns and Purple Songket....
I also cut my hair n perm it a little.... I realised i spent a lot tis mth... Wat to do...??? Kata RAYA kn...

Kat keja.... Updating my blog during office hours... Abeh nk uat pe...??? tkde keja... And also ambil chance when boss takde... Cakap pasal boss... Kesian dia arini... For the 1st time i see him like tat... He got difficulty in walking bcos of his back... Semalam i c him da lain macam when he walks... And today it became worse... Kesian lak tengok the way he walks... Taking step by step like someone whos already so old... I was told tat he's only 47... Tats not tat old.... So he came for a while n went back... He really2 needs rest... I juz dun understand why some people just doesnt want to rest when they need one... sakit2 pn nk dtg...

Boring nak mampus arini aku kat keja.... Da lah tkde benda nk buat... So aku rajin2 la update my blog.... Boss takde... Keja pn takde... APA LAGI.. ENJOY... Tapi i dun like takde buat keja... Macam tk shiok seh kalau tk buat pape...

Anyway, There will be a new girl coming 2moro... Shes a JAPANESE... Pretty... Tall... JAMBU oh... She will be working under Mr Koga and Mr Soh.... I wonder how shes like.... Her table pun da siap... Those hardworking men yg buat... Sape lagi kalau bukan Raymond, the left-hand man n Mr Soh, the right-hand man.... HEHE!!!!

And then tis morning, baru je aku sampai... da masalah timbol... Mr Tan ckp aku terhantar original invoice of Mann Equipment kat PPT... Alamak... Lagi satu mistake lak... ALWAYS seh... Kol nang... Shes busy with the report so she said she will look for it when shes done... Then she told me tat she couldnt find it.... She searched the whole stack so many times but cannot find... ALAMAK... STRESS lagi aku... Da panic seh...
Where i put it...??? Nk bilang c Raymond, takot aku kena marah lagi... So dare not to... So i decide to tell Mr Tan abt it... He went to look for it again... Then he manage to find it... Nasib seh... Make me STRESS for nothing... Hehehe... Like i say Humans are not PERFECT....

YESSS... tomorrows pay day... cant wait 2 go shopping for raya stuffs... New Bag & Shoes... Accessories.... But cannot overspent... Need to budget2... Im going to take 1 day leave next week to go geylang... Dunno when... Y...??? Of course to SHOP... Dun like to go on weekends cos of the crowd... Cant wait... Tats all for today... CHAO...!!!!!!!

I cant sleep tonight... Dunno why...??? Maybe i tink too much...

I screwed up today at work... Im such a MESS... I never paid enough attention to my work... To wat people said... I tink i do tings too fast... I always thought tat i could work independently... Try not to make mistakes... And yet... Such a let down...!!!! DISAPPOINTED with myself...

Im confused... I thought tat im suppose to make entries for the Pan-U invoices... Since its for the july supply... I really thought tat i was instructed to do it... I was told to do the Pan U invoices but i dunno tat its actually referring to the debit & credit Pan-U invoices... SHUTs...!!!!! Straight away when i found out my mistakes, i really really got no mood to work...

Somehow i felt SCARED and WORRIED... How i noe tat the budget for Sep is low...??? nobody tell me anytin... So i assume i could go ahead with all the invoices tat was sent to PDN... Am i in trouble...??? Eventhough i was told its ok... But i felt tat i disappoint some people... Im sorry if im such a letdown...

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
It SUCKED... Why i didnt listen carefully to the instructions given...??? Bingitnya aku.... I felt like my work is getting bad... Am i tinkin too much...??? I want to CRY rite now... I never felt like tis before... DISAPPOINTING... A LET DOWN... I dunno wat im crapping already... Another SUCKY day for me...